internet at Starbucks is really pissing me off.

whatever did i do to deserve this?
when you dont know the story behind the treachery.

because i rather be a sinner than a false saint.
thats what you are.

skipped school today simply because i dont feel like it.
i know i'm letting my studies go down the drain.
but what does it matter?
i'm starting to think that RP isn't suited for me.
but i'll just hang in there for one more year.

is all the waiting and the longing worth it?
when its been so long.
and all i wanted is just that little bit from you.
i dont know what kind of game are you playing at.
its just not right.
when i leave myself open and somehow you dont seem to care.

just finished another song.
soon, i'll have a full album, that is, if i got the compositions in as well.
the lack of guitar is being a bitch.

just seems that everything is being bitchy to me now.

and i'm still here waiting or Miss Koh and she's taking her own sweet time.
and i think my latest addiction is the black tea latte with caramel.
i've been having it three days in a row.
thats so not healthy.

i just realised that this post is mostly full of crap.

i know everyone is trying to make me listen.
but this silence is deafening.